Strangely, these revelations didn't cure my low self-esteem, that feeling of otherness. 奇怪的是，这些启示并没有治愈我那缺少的自尊，那种被划为另类的感觉。 My desire to disappear was still very powerful. 我渴望消失的想法依旧十分强烈。 I had a degree
They're spitting out the colored algae that lives in their skin, 它们吐出位于它们皮肤表面的有色藻类， and the clear bleached tissue that's left usually starves to death and then rots away. 留下来的白化后的组织往往会饥饿而死然后被海水冲走。 The
Now, this quickly, my day job sent me to work out of our Milan office for a few months, 很快，因为日常工作的缘故，我会有几个月不在米兰， so I was like, what will I do? 有时候会迷惘，我要去做些啥啊？ So I actually scheduled sleep on my cale
